missyhum1 Posted February 25, 2011 Posted February 25, 2011 been with him for 3 years, when we first kick off, he had baby mama drama, me and her going back and forth but still he stayed with me. the first 3 mos he cheated on me with her, after we rekindle, then again 7 mos after,, than he finally left me completely for her when i was 3mos pregnant,, they were together for a month than he beg to come back for the sake of our unborn. this dude is a bum, been in and out of jail all his life, im a postive person and tried to change his life to more postive, i did everything for him, he went to jail again when i was 4 mos pregnant, and came home 1 week after the birth of my child, he said he gonna change do the right thing, get a job go to school, stop smoking weed,, when he came home he did not report to his parole, miss his curfew, and smoke weed, so the parole said he had to go back to jail, after just being home for 2 weeks, he wanted to go on the run and i said no, and i will not condone nor support it, and if he do go on the run it's over!!! and you can't stay at my home being on the run, after i told him that, he disappeared, that same day he went to his baby moms, and that spiteful bit@h blasting on facebook how she with him how they are a family, how him and her madelove and spend lovely time together, that was 5 days ago and i still have not spoken to him, he even didnt call to at least check on his newborn,, i feel so stupid and played, and even tho i made my decision that i will never go bak to him, i still feeling hurt and shock, why i feeling this way over someone i know is no good.. i more hurt that he has not reach out to our son,, i know i need to leave in which i plan to but why i can't feel better about how i feel about him, i just need comfort and uplifing advise, please help,, thanks and if u had negative opinion please don't comment for which i'm already down..
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