dng Posted February 24, 2011 Posted February 24, 2011 Hi folks, I've been lurking for some time now. Reading here and there. I told all my story and anything that has happened since my last thread is the same endless repetition of the same endless nonsense. 8 months gone with no explanations... I got pretty much all of my control back. Yes, I think about her often, I'm still sad she's gone but I've accepted it and I'm resolved to forgetting about a futur with her. So two weeks ago, I started getting emails, "come online I need to talk to you". I ignored those, figuring if she had anything of real importance, she would write that to me. Eventually I got a manipulative one that said "I had really important stuff to tell you but too bad." that made me bite. I went on the chat thing I never use anymore and there she was. What she wanted to tell me what that she finally found a job, she met someone and she wants me to come back to her city and start a family with her. I told her no way and left... She then wrote a very long email detailing nothing really. Good intentions and such. Very strange. She wrote that there wasnt much point in discussing why she left and what she did after, she did everything she could to not suffer as much from the breakup, she didnt want to regret her decision (but she always said it was temporary and now it was a decision?) but ended up having tons of regrets then and still now. I can't count how many times she told me, in the first few months, that she was done with being gone and she was coming back now. Obviously she never followed up. There was someone else, she never told me at first. She still sees him almost everyday she tells me, they're best friends in the world now. I slept on it for 5 days and answered no, that I wasn't about to land in the middle of her sketchy new guy, new friends, half-truths and complications. That whatever I feel or not for her, I tried twice and I was dissappointed twice, please forget about me and leave me alone... I still dont really understand what this is all about but all my senses are very loudly saying to stay away, not seek information and avoid her like the plague.
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