NRG Posted February 21, 2011 Posted February 21, 2011 (edited) I was hoping I could get a feel of how this apology will be viewed. I told my wife who told me we would be friends w. Benefits, then told me we were over on a Saturday. Also told me to move on right now. I told her I cuddled with someone else, but it was after she broke up with me. We have an effed up relationship. I did not cuddle with anyone in the house, I promise you that. I wanted to get that out of the way, so you are not feeling that the house is filth. I did however cuddle with someone. It was nothing serious, more of friendly type thing. I am not trying to minimize your feelings on the matter, just how I viewed it. However, I would have never done it had we been together in some fashion. I was trying to be honest with you, as we had discussed we would be with each other. I picked an inopurtune time to do it. I backtracked on the statement because I saw how badly it hurt you. But it still hurt you. There was certainly no sex involved, as I could not do that. It was no one you know, also no one I knew or will know. I was lost and lonely, and hurt. It was more of a comforting thing from the pain of being told we are over. I will be an open book on this for you. I think it is the only way to handle it. I would like to earn to your trust back, and make this up to you. I want to be with you, and no one else. I love you wholly. I am so sorry for this, I will never do anything like this ever again, and never have before. I just felt so guilty after words, I think it was what was driving my paranoia. I ask for your forgiveness, and I apologize. Edited February 21, 2011 by NRG
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