bunface Posted February 19, 2011 Posted February 19, 2011 Okka, so this is and has been a very long and unhappy breakup story. I had been with my boyfriend for nearly two years, we were great, loved each other and been through a lot together. We moved into a cottage together after about 8 months and life was great! Would even go as far as the happiest i have ever been. In my eyes he was the one. The summer was long and many hours of work, but we worked through it and managed to keep it together. suddenly he wanted a break :S i was very confused about this so i left a little letter saying ''you know where i am if you need me. i love you''. so i moved home with my parents for a while, during this break i went to town for a few drinks with my girls and saw him with some girl. Which shocked the hell out of me. Rumours said he had been on a date with her. So instead of patching things up with me he was with someone else! I had enough put all my belongings in my car and left the house completely. Anyway. His reason for breaking up is that he didn't trust me?!?! i mean are you kidding on me? never cheated on him and worked a shed load of hours. This is when all my friends had a view and thinks this is signs of a cheating man, pushing the blame. He said me talking to me out in pubs and facebook he hates. What else am i ment to do? ignore people because i have a boyfriend?? NO. As we go out in the same town seeing him with other girls happend a lot which was heartbreaking to see, i honestly had the most upsetting summer of my life, never cried so much and left it at that. the odd drunked txt saying i miss you, i never had a reply. So i was back home for christmas from uni and i see him out. The night ends up with having a massive drunk arguement for nearly 2 hours and i end up going home with him and having sex. (fantastic sex). I woke up and realised my situation. waking up in my old room. my side of the bed was crazy. we cuddled and i layed in his arms and we talked like old times. perfect. then he says ''you know we can never get back together right'' i just panic and say ino. I went home with him AGAIN the week after, i know i shouldn't have but i couldn't resist feeling like old times, because i miss it so much. After that i was ignored completly. other girls got taken home. i watch as my love of my life pissed on everything we had. But before i left to go back to uni we not agreed but kinda naturally were civil to each other. Few weeks down the line he deletes me from facebook and BBM. Very strange and random as i have had no contact with him since leaving. I have decided im not ever going back to my home town, i cant stand back and watch him with girls that should have been me. It still hurts. So in february i went home for a visit and got invited out, at the start i said no. i promised myself that i wouldn't see him until at least the summer again. Greaaaat big shock he was out with his friends as usual. BTW I look a lot different. New clothes. New hair. Lost Weight. got a tan. Lovely. I could tell by his face he was shocked to see me, but i just ignored him. Why not he bloody deleted me on facebook the ass. he bbm me that night saying ''Hey trouble, how are you?'' I didn't reply for a few hours and just plainly said... ''You haven't deleted me yet then?'' And i never heard back from him so i deleted him on bbm this time. I just want to know his game? All my friends hate him because of the state i was in from the breakup. I need an outside view. I no i need to get over him but why is he being like this now? i feel used and embarrassed. sorry for the huge moan. Any questions, feel free. Thanks
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