Pink_orchid Posted February 16, 2011 Posted February 16, 2011 (edited) I was just attempting to post in my old thread from November 2010 called He Keeps Texting, Why. But it wouldn't let me as the thread was 60 days old. I just thought I'd chime in with an update as I am feeling a little down and sad. Briefly that thread said this: the guy's sent me hundreds of texts since I met him in July, been round to see me, but messed me about, didn't know what he wanted. In between, he got another girl pregnant. I really liked him but I'd had enough. So I ignored him after I posted on here. I deleted him off Facebook, really trying to move on. But I got sucked in again, oh yes, I just crumble when I see him... and I got hurt. I feel very stupid, upset, annoyed (annoyed with him but with myself more) and I can't believe I am so stupid as to feel for this guy!! I really do feel so disappointed that it seems to have to come to nothing, I feel so distraught he won't talk to me (still texting but nothing that makes any sense). And I still haven't got the answer to why does he keep texting me. Or why did he. I told him quite clearly I was looking for love and he was still around. Worse still I can't stop thinking about it and about him and he was outside my house today working (literally a yard from my front door). ARRRGGHHH. I wanted to go out and grab him and feel him hold me and I wanted to shout at him. Conflicted is not the word. Is it all my fault? I don't know any more. I don't know if there's anything anyone can say to help but it's helping me to write it out so, as I say, thanks for reading/listening! I've edited this after writing a long post... I have deleted it, there's nothing anyone can say, I've decided I need to think straight and not get too bothered. It hurts but it's not going anywhere. Edited February 16, 2011 by Pink_orchid Wrote too much and shortened it
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