health Posted February 16, 2011 Posted February 16, 2011 I've been broken up with my ex for a little over 2 years now - I lefther cause she hung with another guy three days later she's with the guy - I'm going to councilling and told the councilor I can't get her out of my mind - he told me to stop fighting it - If I enjoy looking at her photos do it - so I did - I even messaged her a mutual friend told me she recently talked to him snoping and asking alot of questions about me - how am I doing, am I with anyone etc he said I'm doing fine - like why do you still have feelings for him? - Then she told him her and her man always argue - and get this they live with two crackheads - that killed me - she never touched drugs and I just feel co-dependent like always trying to save her and now she's in that environment - I can't meet new girls worth crap! The other day I met one - she gave me her number I called texted and she's ignoring - I can't take relationships anymore - what used to be sweet, loving and intimate is now this world of cheaters, dissapointment and hopelessness I swear I'm going to stop trying from now on. Nothing works. I will just focus on exercise and reading. It sucks how you have to forgive the bad people otherwise it kills you - but they don't give a **** and continue doing what they do. I can't sleep and I'm anxious as hell.
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