z00m25 Posted February 15, 2011 Posted February 15, 2011 Hello all! well im back and madddddddddddd lmao need to vent for a little while. my original posting is here: http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t262150/ Doesn't matter to me if you read it or not I spaced it horribly so sorry in advance but I know some people care more than others . But anyway me and my narcissist bitch of an ex girlfriend broke up jan 11th do to a drunkin text fight after dating for almost 2 years. We had moved out of state and were living together the last 7 months, and i honestly thought that we were both truly happy but one day she decided to start going out with random people from work and she would show up at all random times of the night. Obviously this angered me since she would go out without telling me and I would be up worrying. Plus shes only 19 so theres no reason for her to be going to bars. Then one day she left her facebook up and i saw a convo of her trying to meet up with this dude from work. I questioned her about it and she always told me that I had nothing to worry about...obviously. Well this made me paranoid so i keylogged my computer and found her facebook password so i had it. Never found anything out of the ordinary but after reading that conversation I just couldnt trust her ever again. Then we got in that fight via all text message and she decided she wasnt coming back out and that was that. More info in the other link. But anyway I have not talked to her since, at first i begged her to come back but after finding this site everyone says to go NC so i did and theres only been several texts throughout the last month. I was doing really good until today. I dont know what came over me but i decided to log into her facebook. And you would know the one day I did theres a conversation from that same ****in guy right there. Long story short it was about how she missed him and didnt know why she was hungup on him and her fav night was the night he had his arm around her kissing her on the head and said he wanted her to be his gf and how he wanted to **** her. Deep down i always knew it but everytime i asked her about it she looked me in the eyes and now i know she lied to me. I do not miss her at all and after that i decided to delete every pic or anything ever on my facebook. Had to take out the trash. I dont know how i feel right now. angry at her for being who she is, used for everything i did for her and i mean i did everything. she never spent a dime on anything or help out with rent or bills, and i am now over 5000$ in debt because of her and stuck in another state by myself while she lives back at home whoring up the streets with her filth. The only reason i moved out here was to live with her and get her away from all the drama she had back home. I feel so bad for the people shes going to hurt in the future and for her ex she left originally for me. i know now i can never speak to her again and am afraid i will never be able to trust anyone again. but most of all im worried what will happen if i ever see her again now that i have so much hate built up =X . looks like its back to square one for me ;(((((
Author z00m25 Posted February 16, 2011 Author Posted February 16, 2011 yeah lol just got home from the gym feel alot better, and actually did some research and feel even more better. This kid is fat as hell and ****in weird looking. Like i could see if this dude would be more attractive as me or something but now looking at it she threw away 2 years for a few nights out with this kid? What a pathetic joke, and she told me not to drop my standards.. some nerve.
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