Tinka Posted February 13, 2011 Posted February 13, 2011 So I was dating this guy, that i met online a while ago, and we get a long really well. i had never really had a good relationship before, so unfortunately i can be very naive when it comes to guys. and i ended up losing my virginity with this guy (i don't regret that though), so he is the only guy i've ever had sex with and then a few months ago he started pretty much pushing me away because of his fears of commitment and fears of loss. and at that point i hadn't seen him for like 6 weeks and i told him we should just be friends, and he agreed. but then when we hung out after that, we kind of got emotional and he appologized and i cried (cause there was a big fight before i said we should be friends), and we ended up having fun and we played chess lol but we ended up being affectionate again and at the end of the day we had sex.. :/ not what i intended. But this guy works full time and i am a student full time, and he lives about 40 min. away from me, and the only days we can ever really be together are fridays, but last friday his uncle went to the hospital (he's ok now), and the friday before that was an awful blizzard, so now it's been over two weeks again. and i really do care about this guy, and that's why i feel so tortured :/ not to mention i am horny all the time and he is not around to ya know help me scratch that itch lol, and i still haven't even orgasmed with him yet cause it's still so tight, he tries to make it last but it really doesn't last long at all. we just need more practice but we never see each other, and in the meantime all i can do is attempt to masturbate, but i'm really bad at it and it really doesn't do much for me... So i guess any advice here would be greatly appreciated, even just masturbation tips to help tide me over lol
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