BlindRage Posted February 10, 2011 Posted February 10, 2011 (edited) ME! And guess what? My ex didn't care. I guess thats when you realize that they really are over you (if they have already told you I don't love you or care about you) etc. [and all that other ***** they say but yet you feel they still "care" or deep down still have some "love" for you]. It's BS, you know what? They are long gone, and, guess what? They are happy! Wanna know what you are to them...? The past and nothing. I guess I'm just saying this so no one does what I did because it's not worth it. I came close to messing up my liver/kidneys and death.. for what? For some chick that hates me and is disgusted of even speaking to me like I'm the plague or something (I'm guessing I'm not the only one whose ex doesn't like them anymore and full on ignores them). THESE PEOPLE ARE NOT WORTH BEING SAD OVER. You guys and I know it but we still miss them but. It's not worth it. Don't kid yourselves. I know why everyone is here. Its exactly the same reason I ended up here; We are emotional people. We love too hard and all that love went to the wrong person. So what do we end up doing? Looking for support of others to help us understand what went wrong. Can any of you imagine your exes looking for support? Hahah, I bet the answer is obvious. Most likely they are just on 'other' sites for the opposite reason of looking for help (if you know what I mean) Let me break it down. They are not worth it. Who cares if they acted like they loved you at some point. That point is in the past and you are worth more than anything. You guys really opened your heart to someone... and that takes actual strength. Don't live in the past because of those haunting memories. Your exes have the EXACT same memories that hold you back but look at them. They are gone and away. They aren't worth it. I know its easier said than done, I'm still fighting to move on but.. really.. they aren't worth it. Guess who won't be begging or calling their ex now?!?! ME! Screw her! If she threw me away its her lose. Same for you guys, if your ex just left without looking back... SCREW THEM! Don't even look at them nor contact them in anyway. If they are happy with someone else... LET THEM. Live your lives to the fullest. Depression sucks and your exes aren't worth being depressed over. Just a rant but I hope its encouraging in some way. I guess just trying to say: you are really valuable and no one is worth putting yourself through pain in anyway. BUT NO I'M NOT LOOKING FOR "I HOPE YOU GET BETTER". JUST SAYING MY EXTREME EXPERIENCE THAT I REALIZED WASN'T WORTH THE TRIP. I'M GLAD NOTHING SERIOUS HAPPENED TO ME BECAUSE IF IT HAD, GOD, IT WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN WORTH IT AT ALL!! Edited February 10, 2011 by BlindRage
selena_cat Posted February 10, 2011 Posted February 10, 2011 Just a rant but I hope its encouraging in some way. I guess just trying to say: you are really valuable and no one is worth putting yourself through pain in anyway. I wanted to quote many things you wrote because it is obviously true,that they dont care anymore. However You must definately care for yourself. Sorry to be harsh,last thing you need is a kickdown, maybe a cyber beatdown. Did you do this to get her attention? Hopefully not,but subconsciously I bet you did. No one is worth you ending up in the hospital or you can just change your username to Charlie Sheen.
health Posted February 10, 2011 Posted February 10, 2011 I may do this tommorow - lol, j/k but I might drink, but I may exercise instead. What did you almosty overdose on? Alcohol or something else? It's messed how they don't care, life is crazy. Don't do something like this again, don't make it a pattern.
trippi1432 Posted February 10, 2011 Posted February 10, 2011 Blindrage - glad you are still with us...never, ever do something like that again because no one is worth that. Best to remember that if someone doesn't care or doesn't love you anymore, you can't make them and you can't hang onto to them either. Yes, everyone on here has opened their heart to someone and gotten hurt...and you know what...that makes us better people because we know how to do that but we learned lessons too that were necessary. Make yourself and your happiness a priority in your life now Blindrage because you need that in order to be happy with anyone else. You will also need to know how to do that because nothing is forever these days and building that foundation for yourself is protection over getting hurt again.
marqueemoon4 Posted February 10, 2011 Posted February 10, 2011 (edited) dude, you did this to get attention from her and she totally didn't care? like everyone (and you) said no one is worth that! yea, you wanted her to hear about it and coming rushing over to make sure you're ok? well, there's you confirmation, she doesn't care. believe me, the same thought has crossed my mind from time to time, but I don't think I'd ever act on it. plus I know my ex is so selfish and cold hearted the only thing that would concern her would be how she's gonna get her money if I'm dead or laid up in a hospital. ITS NOT WORTH IT MAN!! You have to find someone who really CARES ABOUT YOU. It'll take time, but it will happen! Edited February 10, 2011 by marqueemoon4
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