double-digits Posted February 9, 2011 Posted February 9, 2011 I have been struggling with so much lately but over the past two years, I have been stuck on this one guy. Let's call him "Peter". I started dating him Feb 2009. I really fell for him and moved way too quickly with him. I ended up getting pregnant (my first pregnancy) and the day after I found out, I lost the baby (6 weeks). I told him about it and we continued to go on dates. We were never exclusive but I grew very attached to him and he didn't want a relationship with me. One night at a party, he rejected me, so I left him alone. Several weeks later, I started talking to someone else (will call him "Nate"). The next weekend, Nate decided to tell Peter that we had kissed and went on a date. Ever since that day, Peter never spoke to me. It's been two years and I am now exclusive with Nate. Although I am happy, I can't stop thinking about Peter and what might have been. Peter now has a girlfriend. Lately, I have been having dreams about him and I am nervous about running into him one day, as we have many mutual friends. What do I do? Why can't I let this guy go? I've never been so attached to a guy before. He didn't want me but I keep torturing myself with thoughts of "what if". This isn't fair to my boyfriend, either. Any advice would be helpful... I am really struggling here.
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