foamy2001 Posted February 9, 2011 Posted February 9, 2011 Feeling kind of down... One year in since she walked out. I'm doing better than I thought I would be two months in. It hasn't been easy. It still isn't. Some days are so hard. I've dated a little. Got too close to one girl without getting close enough, if that makes sense. In college (at age 35) and it is going pretty well. Lost my job around November. Luckily, I found another. To any newbies, it DOES get better. I read a lot about people who leave being "in a fog," but it is just as true for those who get left. I was in a haze for a while where I thought she was the only woman I could ever be happy with. I believed that she was superhuman and could do no wrong. I don't really look at it quite like that anymore. I still think about her, pretty much everyday. I haven't tried contacting her. We sent a couple text messages in October and that was the last time. The last thing I said to her was "sweet dreams." I feel good about leaving it like that. Haven't seen her since the hearing in July and haven't heard her voice since... wow, I don't even know... April maybe? Just been a tough day. Not sure if I have made it that way by being in a bad mood or what.... Trying to type out the positive stuff. Hang in there everyone. Time heals all.
Duckduckgoose Posted February 9, 2011 Posted February 9, 2011 I hope you do well in college, and that you find a woman who IS perfect for you soon
willowthewisp Posted February 9, 2011 Posted February 9, 2011 Hi, it will be two years for me next month and funnily enough I'm in uni at age 35 too! I think it helps to have something else to plough your thoughts into. Hang in there, year two is better than year one, still have my down days (finding out he moved another women in less than a year after leaving me and proposed to her hasn't helped my pain, although I don't even know if it is true...long story), but I'm better now than I was then and just like you said, you're better now than you were at two months.
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