Free spirit86 Posted February 3, 2011 Posted February 3, 2011 I think its really over this time. Some of you may or may not but I was in an LDR with a man from Switzerland, and its over. I try to see the light at the end of the tunnel but its so hard. I try to see it as the best thing that could have happened to me, but I don't because he is so very special to me. We have been getting back together on and off since I returned home from Switzerland at the end of November. Just two weeks ago we broke up and then we decided not to. Sunday, we talked and I guess we had differing ideas about when we close the distance, and I guess that triggered something in him. He broke up with me on Tuesday...I fell apart. I haven't stop crying. I can't sleep. I try not to think about what could have been. It hurts so much...this is one of the most painful things I have had to go through. he wrote me this on Facebook: Sorry for not answering your messages but I was at work... Also sorry for being cold with you. But I thought about us so much, so deep, so many times....and don't believe in it anymore. It's hard for me coz I still have feelings for you. I know it's very hard for you too. But we have to try not to contact eachother for a little while. We should leave some time between us and let us settle in in our new life trying to be apart for real. I struggle reading your comments on your own profile....also, everytime i see your little angel face...it makes me feel weird. Well you know what I mean and how I feel...i'm sure. Maybe should we not be friends on facebook anymore ?? Yes we had good times. You have been a very interesting and rich adventure. I'm going to miss all these good times together. But I feel in the deepest of myself that I want to stop and I hope you will understand. You asked me to talk on sunday....maybe we could, eventhough I don't think this is a good idea. Love you..... Bisous This tore me to pieces...It so hard because he ended it cause he doesn't see it happening anymore. I wish I didn't invest so much in this. I made so many things happen to be with him and for myself. So scared too move on. I hate the idea of never seeing him again. Rarely talking. God! This hurts so bad. I feel like such a fool...
sammyd Posted February 4, 2011 Posted February 4, 2011 Aww i'm sorry you're going through this. It sounds like he's really struggling with the distance. Maybe you need to try and move on. Assume that he's not coming back. He sounds like he still has feelings for you, and you for him, which is the most difficult part of this. Maybe try to go NC for a while. ((hugs))
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