lilbaby21 Posted February 3, 2011 Posted February 3, 2011 Well i have this friend that i been knowing for awhile now and we just have a very inconsistent relationship towards each other and its been like that for a year and 6 months now.Since we been in this inconsistent relationship we gave each other the nickname of lilbabies. Lol funny but he is a year younger then me so i called him my lil baby and it just went on from there. When i was still in carbondale i was at first talking to this guy that i was really interested in but, we weren't in a relationship. And my lil baby wanted to talk to me and that was cool but i just was against the way he went about it. I'm the type of person that if i'm talking to someone i'm just talking that person but like i mentioned before we wasn't in a relationship so i was free to talk to who i wanted to talk to. I thought my lil baby was cute and i willing to hang out with him but he was a lil to extra. i told him my situation and from the sound of it he was cool bt then he started giving to much attention. Spitting his feelings out to me and i couldnt handle that because of the situation i was in, especially since i already told him what it was in the beginning. I told him all he had to do was be cool but he dismiss everything i said it was all about what he wanted. The times we kicked it i didnt like it cause its like he wasnt respecting my wishes and i would try to talk to him and tell him but its seem like he took it fo a joke. I also knew it had something to do with him being young to, which can explain why i was having these problems. But i always felt a sincerity towards him and felt that he was a loving sweet person. We had the same friends so we hunged out often. One day the tables just turn and all the attention he was once giving me i wanted it back. I felt bad for a long time but then i came to realize that i was honest wit him but, that' not what he wanted. Anyway the tables turn and i wanted him back but he had found someone else and told me that he still cared but he didnt want to talk to us both at the same time and hurt us. i accepted that and respected it and he remain my lil baby. We would spend time with each other but not as much i wanted it but i didnt trip. I allowed him to be with me when he wanted to. talk to me when he wanted to. I was always there for him when i felt it was needed and even though we did our own thing we had our lil time for us. It's gotten to the point where we told each other we love each other. He once told me that he loved me and appreciate me because no matter what i was always there. There was even a time when he was drunk he told me he wanted to be with me but i knew that was the liquor because he wasn't ready. I just feel like our connection is there and mine be a lil stronger but i dont wanna give up hope on him. I feel that we just had bad timing and there is still a chance. I can honestly see something there even if he dont show it. Times when i text him to let him know im thinkin of him or miss him he dont respond and i dont call. Sometimes i get discourage and want to just give up but something inside me keeps me holding on. I just want to know if i should keep up hope?
Author lilbaby21 Posted February 3, 2011 Author Posted February 3, 2011 if someone will give some feedback i will greatly appreciate it
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