durkadurka Posted January 28, 2011 Posted January 28, 2011 Not. She sent me a letter in direct response to me asking her to stop calling and pretending to be chummy to me. I've never been a guy that sits on the sidelines for anything. I haven't read it, I don't plan on reading it. This whole process has been so degrading that it doesn't matter what it says, it won't make things 'better' or make me want to be 'friends' with you. Jerk.
cerridwen Posted January 28, 2011 Posted January 28, 2011 Did you destroy the letter? Or did your friend open it for you, read it, and not tell you what it said?
Author durkadurka Posted January 28, 2011 Author Posted January 28, 2011 Did you destroy the letter? Or did your friend open it for you, read it, and not tell you what it said? I haven't destroyed it, I'm meeting up with my friend for a drink later so she can read it.
J0N Posted January 28, 2011 Posted January 28, 2011 Sorry to b harsh but we both know your friend is going to tell you what's in it. Burn it man.
cerridwen Posted January 28, 2011 Posted January 28, 2011 I have a prediction. Letter will contain one of more of the following phrases: If this is the way you want it, I will always care about you, I'm very confused, Are you sure you want to do this. In other words, "you're the one doing all this".
dng Posted January 28, 2011 Posted January 28, 2011 I have a prediction. Letter will contain one of more of the following phrases: If this is the way you want it, I will always care about you, I'm very confused, Are you sure you want to do this. In other words, "you're the one doing all this". And some of "I always wanted the best for you and always wanted you but I'll take whatever role in your life that you want me to". Even if she had small moment of lucidity, do not falther. I received one or two "I realise now everything is my fault, my own problems made me leave and you didnt have that much to do with it". A phone conversation a week later, it was now "I don't know why I wrote this, that's not how I feel at all".
Author durkadurka Posted January 29, 2011 Author Posted January 29, 2011 I have a prediction. Letter will contain one of more of the following phrases: If this is the way you want it, I will always care about you, I'm very confused, Are you sure you want to do this. In other words, "you're the one doing all this". She did that already via text, and I said I'm sure that this is what I want. So she sent this as a response to it.
Author durkadurka Posted January 29, 2011 Author Posted January 29, 2011 And some of "I always wanted the best for you and always wanted you but I'll take whatever role in your life that you want me to". Even if she had small moment of lucidity, do not falther. I received one or two "I realise now everything is my fault, my own problems made me leave and you didnt have that much to do with it". A phone conversation a week later, it was now "I don't know why I wrote this, that's not how I feel at all". She did that and so did I, except now I realize that I won't settle for just nothing. And she did the second part too. After breaking up with me in about hte most brutal form possible, a few months later she called me to apologize and that she was so angry at me for our relationship ending she just did whatever she could to piss me off and try and get over me. Who wants to read it? http://www.lockerroom.net/letter.jpg
lululucy Posted January 29, 2011 Posted January 29, 2011 Who wants to read it? http://www.lockerroom.net/letter.jpg ... all I can say is wtf??? Man, is she trying to keep your flame burning or what! "I am suuch a nice, forgiving, loving person. Remember all the fun we had? I am sooo pleasant!" Barf. What a loon.
Author durkadurka Posted January 29, 2011 Author Posted January 29, 2011 ... all I can say is wtf??? Man, is she trying to keep your flame burning or what! "I am suuch a nice, forgiving, loving person. Remember all the fun we had? I am sooo pleasant!" Barf. What a loon. The irony is that I am the provider and hte nice one, I don't want accolades for any of it. She on the other hand has turned into an abusive woman, definitely not the person I fell in love with.
Author durkadurka Posted January 30, 2011 Author Posted January 30, 2011 (edited) I read it for the first time, and I don't feel bad about it. It just makes me feel like I was a means to fulfill an end, and that I was merely there as the provider. It's so sanitized, it's embarrassing, and the card was a waste of time. I'm glad that she will look back on drinking champagne and stuff, but it seems that I did not contribute anything to the trip. Which is fine with me I suppose, lesson learned. What a waste (the card, not the trip). No need to bring that stuff up now. I'm more than a meal provider, a champagne provider, the provider of dreams. I'm someone that makes life fun and worth living, and someone worth being with. I am no one's means to an end. It was robotic, and impersonal. She broke my wishes of hearing from her again, to say something that was treading over old territory. I feel like a vehicle being used to give her a ride to things she wants to do. Edited January 30, 2011 by durkadurka
Author durkadurka Posted February 7, 2011 Author Posted February 7, 2011 Got a series of texts from her today. 1) Did you get the letter I sent? -- No response 2) Time of my life came on during the half time show. Our vegas song! I miss the pigs in the blanket from last years super bowl! -- No response
cerridwen Posted February 7, 2011 Posted February 7, 2011 Got a series of texts from her today. 1) Did you get the letter I sent? -- No response 2) Time of my life came on during the half time show. Our vegas song! I miss the pigs in the blanket from last years super bowl! -- No response Unbelievable.
Author durkadurka Posted February 7, 2011 Author Posted February 7, 2011 Unbelievable. Everything is always about her, and how she feels, and what she wants. Unreal.
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