D78 Posted January 27, 2011 Posted January 27, 2011 On January 18, I saw him at the post office. I was really nervous. I realized after the encounter that I didn't even see anyone else in the line. It was like the two of us were the only people in the post office. So, yesterday I received another package of his (thank you USPS for paying attention to the whole mail forwarding thing...). He stopped by this afternoon to pick it up. When I opened the door, he was leaning against the wall of the house and smiled at me. -- No reaction.-- No heart racing, no hands shaking... I just handed him his package and then we chatted for a bit and he left. And, right now I'm not sad at all. This is weird folks. Anyone had one of these days? Do you think it's temporary? (I really really hope it's not temporary.)
Fern Posted January 27, 2011 Posted January 27, 2011 On January 18, I saw him at the post office. I was really nervous. I realized after the encounter that I didn't even see anyone else in the line. It was like the two of us were the only people in the post office. So, yesterday I received another package of his (thank you USPS for paying attention to the whole mail forwarding thing...). He stopped by this afternoon to pick it up. When I opened the door, he was leaning against the wall of the house and smiled at me. -- No reaction.-- No heart racing, no hands shaking... I just handed him his package and then we chatted for a bit and he left. And, right now I'm not sad at all. This is weird folks. Anyone had one of these days? Do you think it's temporary? (I really really hope it's not temporary.) Woo hoo! Good for you! Who cares if it's temporary? It's a corner turned! You can't undo the fact that you've faced him and been indifferent. Be proud and celebrate - you're on your way to being completely over it. Well done.
J0N Posted January 28, 2011 Posted January 28, 2011 D78 Maybe you are beginning to really move on. In my case I was pining like crazy for almost four months, then sometime last week something changed and I just do not care either way anymore. Like somebody bonked me in the head or something. Maybe you have reached a state of indifference... Either way I'm proud of you. For your sake I hope your in the same boat as me, with your situation, it is quite liberating.
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