Bad timing...

[walktheline]

Not looking for advice I guess, just venting to make myself feel a little better....

 

I've posted on here before bout the girl I had been dating and how the contact from her suddenly and sharply dropped off because she said that her life was just too busy right now. She said she liked me and wanted to "hang out" again, but she was really busy now.

 

So I guess I was being way to optimistic when she started calling some again and we texted back and forth and making casual plans to go out this weekend if it worked out. Once again though, it's back to where we were before with her not calling back when she says she would and not responding to text messages. She works full time, has 2 hours of class each night Mon-Fri with another 2-3 hours of homework that she's supposed to do each day as well. I realize that leaves an incredibly limited amount of time for really anything else and I understand that, I just wish she would have given me 5 minutes of her time every couple of days, but apparently that's not even possible. I had told her that I was willing to accept her busy life because mine is too, but there has to be a little effort on her part as well. I haven't talked to her other than a couple of texts here and there for over a week and haven't seen her in over 3 weeks. I finally gave up calling her or texting her after this last weekend when she didn't call me back when she said she would, though she did text me and then the next day when I texted her a couple times with no response and I called her that night and she texted back she was in class. So I called back 30min later no answer and she hasn't called me back.

 

Stupidly last night I drunk texted her, just a random text bout this dive bar I was at with friends. Totally broke the NC I had decided on following through on earlier this week when she didn't call me back. So this morning I deleted her phone number, all the pics she had sent and everything else I could associate with her.

 

I know she is super busy and I accept that, just really sucks that we had to start seeing each other right before her life blew up. I swear I have the worst timing sometimes.