AbsoluteSucker Posted January 13, 2011 Posted January 13, 2011 Obviously, the majority of you understand what I'm going through and are aware of what it is like to have the situation be the first thing I think about when I wake up in the morning and the last thing I think about when I go to sleep and all day in between; h*ll I even dream about it. There is no relief. I like my job and even at work, it's like the situation just sits with me physically and weighs on me all the time. I'm doing the gym thing, did counseling, traveled and been out with different girls, and it just doesn't get better; it stays with me 24/7. I know it takes time, but it's just not cool anymore; not that is ever was. More than anything I wish things would have worked out differently, but I don't even want to get back together with her. I feel like if I did, it would be a little easier. At least I would have a goal, my only goal now is to never talk or see her again, which still involves her. It's like the only thing I semi look forward to is her trying to call, text and email me, just so I can ignore her, it's so dumb that it drives me crazy. That's what my life has come to? It's pathetic...Like a lot of other people here, everything else in my life is going good, except for this one situation, which just seems to cast a shadow over everything else. Anybody who has gotten this far, I'd love some unconventional methods to get over this chick, cuz convention isn't working.
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