hazel Posted March 20, 2004 Posted March 20, 2004 I don't know what to do. Okay me and me ex was together for 7 months but a lot of things happend in the relationship and we just weren't getting along. I broke up with him cause I feel I am to young for the pain. And the fact he not worth my tears. So anyways me and him had stop talking for a minute and then he called me and we started to conversate over the phone. Then I saw him again and we just chilled together. At this time he has been messing with this girl and me and her don't get along. She really think I wont him and all this crazy stuff. He kept on calling me and telling me that she don't need to know about me and him hooking up and chilling. I mean I still love him and everything but I don't know what to do. I am now chilling with my best friend's brother and it is like I don't want to give him my heart because last time I gave my heart away it got hurt. I really need help. I sit around and cry and just dwell all the time. Please help me. Oh yeah his little girlfriend sent me a text on my ex cell phone so I thought it was him. It said "The more you dwell on us not being together the more it will hurt. So just tell me good bye"I cried for months over that and I am just finding out she sent it. He told me he still love me and want to mess with me but the thing is he will not break up with his new boo. Help needed
Author hazel Posted March 20, 2004 Author Posted March 20, 2004 I miss my ex so much. I broke up with him but it's like I felt that was the best thing for me to do. I feel so down and I sit in my room and cry all the time. He had started calling me again but he has a new gf. He was saying that he still love me and all this stuff buthe will not breakup with ol girl. He told me when they break up he want to be with me again. I love him to much to let him go. All my friends tellme that I need to go ahead a mess with this boy that I have been feeling but I mean I don't want to hurt him. I still love my ex. For some reason I get close to people (males) fast. I don't need'/want to be sprung on any other person. I want to move on and do me but in the backof my mind I am saying no wait for your ex. I know that, that sounds dumb but that is really how i feel. I am truly, truly lost. I have been letting it burn and I have been dwelling on him for about 4 months now. The last time I talked to him was about 3 weeks ago. I miss him a lot. Am I crazy.
NEONINK Posted March 20, 2004 Posted March 20, 2004 If you think you were too young for the pain, then you were. Say what you mean and mean what you say in life. You know yourself best. It is better to get out early if it isn't working out than remain there year and year and lose your friends. If you are young, then you will have a lot more hope and faith. Things will work out for the best. They always do. We just aren't patient enough to wait and see.
NEONINK Posted March 20, 2004 Posted March 20, 2004 He didn't wait on you. That's not love. Maybe you deserve better.
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