pandagirl Posted January 4, 2011 Posted January 4, 2011 No doubt that I still have been thinking of my ex a lot, but since he contacted me on NYE, I've been feeling quite lovey. I'm not in pain or anguished or feel even bad, I just feel love for him. I love him, and maybe I am still a little in love with him. Just thinking of him makes me smile. So I don't know where that places me in the "healing spectrum." I'm definitely done with feeling devastated and forlorn. I don't want him back, but would also consider reconciling if it ever happened, but either way, I'm fine. Sigh. Maybe I feel this way because him texting me let me know he probably still has feelings for me. That he hasn't forgotten, that there is still love there. It doesn't mean he wants me back, but there is something bittersweet about accepting a break up, but still loving the person. Sigh.
Author pandagirl Posted January 4, 2011 Author Posted January 4, 2011 He broke up with me 4 months ago.
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