aerogurl87 Posted January 2, 2011 Posted January 2, 2011 My boyfriend and I rarely email each other anything other than pics, so I found this old email I'd sent him back before we met in person and it made me smile. It's like a little reminder of what I love about my boyfriend and why I'm so happy and lucky to have him. So here it is (I edited some of it out for privacy reasons): So it's almost 1:30 in the morning and I'm up watching the music video for Boats and Hoes *sigh* Anyway, I can't sleep and so I figured I'd write you an email that basically tells you how I feel, so here goes. Ok so I love you, absolutely love you. You're the first person I think of when I wake up in the morning. The best part of my day is when I get to talk to you, and even if it is for 5 minutes, it's always the best 5 minutes of my day. I love how perverted you are, almost as perverted as me if not more so, haha. I love how you manage to listen to me bitch about my day and never complain about my bitchiness. I love how when we disagree on something you talk it out with me instead of jumping all over me or shutting down completely. I love how you cuss people out on [website we met on] (and yes in some strange way that makes me feel more loved and valued by you since it's like you're telling people to step off, if that makes any sense). I love the way you always include me in your plans when you're thinking of doing something in the future. Like how you asked whether or not I'd rather live in [his hometown] or in Vancouver. I love how you say "hoorah" when you win or kill someone in one of your games. That always brings a smile to my face. I love hearing you randomly say "I love you" out of nowhere. I love how you IM me on MSN "goodnight" every night before you go to bed. I love how you keep magically showing up in my dreams lately, lol. I love how you get excited whenever you talk about me coming to see you. I love how you plan things out before you try to do them. I love how you put up with my random comments that make no sense whatsoever and my rambling on about the Sims. I love how everyday I fall more and more in love with you. I love how now everytime I hear some love song on the radio the first person I think of is you. I love how you've been so patient with me and my trust issues. With that said I love how I don't have trust issues with you because I actually trust you 100%. I love how you're so passionate about your car and you try to talk to me about it even if I know absolutely nothing about cars, lol (but I do try to say something if that counts). I love how you're such a good friend to your friends and how you keep your word when you promise to do something. I love how calm you are when I'm freaking out over something (like my lost Ipod) and you try to tell me to calm down and think before getting over dramatic. Which reminds me, I love how you put up with my over exaggerations that I seem to do from time to time. I love how you always tell me I look fine and don't put me down when you know I'm insecure about something. I love how you encourage me to follow my dreams and not to give up, even when I feel like doing so. I love how you've made my life so much better in these past 2 months and I haven't even met you in person yet. I love how you don't mind my mushiness, like my random "thinking of you"s and "I love you"s. I love how you put effort into being with me and making me happy. I love how you tease me and sometimes pick at me and the random stuff I say and do. Basically I love you [my boyfriend's name]. I f*cking love you, and I'm pretty sure tomorrow when I wake up I will love you even more than I do now.
Janicee Posted January 4, 2011 Posted January 4, 2011 So are you still feel lucky and in deep love with this great guy now? Or things have changed sneakingly when you are reconnected with the former bf? Please slow down and work on yourself first when things seem in a bit messed up! Good luck!
dreamingoftigers Posted January 4, 2011 Posted January 4, 2011 Yes my dear, two days isn't a lot of time to have a total change of heart!
Janicee Posted January 7, 2011 Posted January 7, 2011 When I am still very indulged in the great love you mentioned in this email which you brought forth for sharing by beginning of this month, I am too shock to know that you had declared that there would be no turn back with this of your 'lovely darling' at all a few days later!
madjac74 Posted January 7, 2011 Posted January 7, 2011 aerogurl! I love the way you love! You have such a passion that any guy would be lucky to share.
Author aerogurl87 Posted January 7, 2011 Author Posted January 7, 2011 So are you still feel lucky and in deep love with this great guy now? Or things have changed sneakingly when you are reconnected with the former bf? Please slow down and work on yourself first when things seem in a bit messed up! Good luck! I wrote that email like 9 months ago and yeah it did make me happy to read and gave me a glimmer of hope until my now ex boyfriend told me he didn't give a f*ck about me or our relationship anymore and then told me to f*ck off. I still love him to some extent but he killed me being in love with him. At that point I was still trying to stay in love with him, but he ruined that for himself. Right now I feel extremely numb towards him and I feel like me being single for awhile is the right thing to do at this point.
artenceattise Posted January 7, 2011 Posted January 7, 2011 i'm really interested to be part of this forum, i hope that i can help out and find new mates :-)
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