Jdw_Icequeen Posted January 1, 2011 Posted January 1, 2011 I haven't posted here in a little while.. You can look on my past thread I posted a few weeks ago.. Me and my boyfriend broke up a little over a months ago after dating for 1 yr and 3 months.. Alot of stress issues.. We both wern't really feeling the same way about eachother anymore. So he left. Fastforward. We were suppose to be being friends like trying to move forward. We keep getting into fights though. We never fought before when we were together disagreements yes fighting no. We were both happy in the relationship most of the time. So I find out he lied to me about talking to some chick who also broke up with her boyfriend and he says to me they were just talking about relationship stuff. Since then I have seen his phone records um by accident or somthing.. They talk like everyday somtimes 3 times a day. He swears up and down there isn't anything going on between them. I can see that as a possiblility I have had guy friends like that. But since my exs in the past have burnt me I have a hard time trusting him. I have seen small positive signs. Or what you would call mixed signals. He tells me he is hoping we will get back together but he is stuck in the middle of what he wants right now and just dosen't know.. I saw him a few days ago he said that he will give me an answer about what he truly wants in a few weeks. We do talk everyday. Somtimes good conversation sometimes just hi how ya doing have a good day crap. I have been really depressed though the last few days. This is day 3 of us "getting along". As in I haven't gone off on him for his things that annoy me. We were so good when we were together. Things got to much. I am starting to just feel like things are really over I guess thats why I am so sad. I really thought we were meant to be together. This is my second time here.. So I know what everyone will say. He is stringing me along.. If he hasn't said he wants you back he probably won't. That I am giving him to much power.. I try to think everyday of the reasons I wouldn't want him back try to disconnect my emotions from him. We still have finacial ties and a son together. Which makes things harder. I was feeling very positive at first that we would get back together. Now I am doing my best to just stop hoping. I don't plan on asking him how he feels in a few weeks. I've decided that if he dosen't come to me and talk to me its obvious what the decision is. I really need to pull myself out of this rut. I am definetly ready for him to just say its over. Infact it would be much better then this limbo crap. I am just writing here so I don't txt him or anything.. I don't contact him first I always to let him do it unless I need somthing for the baby. I try to keep our conversations short. I know there is alot more I can do to push myself over this hill of insanity and depression. Any insight on anything would be helpful. I am so glad the holidays are over!! Happy new year everyone..
january2010 Posted January 4, 2011 Posted January 4, 2011 Ah, I see that you've got an update to the situation and have now broken it off.
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