kalena9488 Posted December 27, 2010 Posted December 27, 2010 Nov 2009, Jan 2010 (2), Feb 2010, Aug 2010, and Oct 2010...that is the times I've posted on this site about my current situation... Well, I finally had enough and he was moving out by January 1st. But, on Monday, December 20th I came home and found pot seeds floating in my toilet. I fished them out broke a few open and it was obvious that's what they were. I confronted him and he had absolutely nothing to say. So, I told him he had to be out of my house by December 26th. I gave him till then because his 8 y/o daughter was visiting for Xmas and I didn't want to ruin it for her. But, I can't trust him and know this is the best for me. So, why is it I feel so sad. If you read my posts you'll see that he has done absolutley nothing for me in the two years I've known him except sponge off of me. Why am I so afraid to be alone? Most times I don't think that's the case or I don't want to admit it. I think it's the latter. I've always been with someone though when we met I was on my own for a little while and I was just starting to enjoy myself. I'm off work this week and thought that would be better than being at work but now I'm wondering because I have too much time to sit around and think.
january2010 Posted January 4, 2011 Posted January 4, 2011 I've found that having a special connection with someone is important but it's not the be all and end all, especially if you're not ready to maintain that connection at your end. As you've discovered, we can still hurt when we lose someone even if that person was not that special and didn't treat us well. You wrote that you were starting to enjoy yourself the last time you weren't in a relationship, why not try that again and see where it takes you?
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