delajoonal Posted December 25, 2010 Posted December 25, 2010 Merry Christmas LS friends... OK, so i know there r MANY of us alone this holiday... How is everyone doing today...so far? what did u decide to do with your Christmas Day? did ANYONE break NC? so far, i am doing good...did not break NC and slept half the day away...much needed sleep tho. anyway, just want to know if everyone is doing alright? keep up the good work...the NC that is:cool: Take care...
tobydog Posted December 25, 2010 Posted December 25, 2010 Hi Hope you found some small piece of peace today, I feel for you I do. We went to the Golf Club for carols and Santa which was good then to my mums. Felt so depressed but ate a good turkey dinner, which is good as I don't eat anymore. Home and 4yo son is in bed and I am going soon. No word from his father and I lost my 14 yo dog on Wednesday so I am heartbroken about him. More than losing stbx. Cup of tea, a few cigs and I'll be asleep. Roll on the New Year, fresh start and new options, opportunities and everything. Take care hunni, I know how you feel.xxx Actually I may just watch Edward Scissorhands, my fave film!
Author delajoonal Posted December 25, 2010 Author Posted December 25, 2010 Hi Hope you found some small piece of peace today, I feel for you I do. We went to the Golf Club for carols and Santa which was good then to my mums. Felt so depressed but ate a good turkey dinner, which is good as I don't eat anymore. Home and 4yo son is in bed and I am going soon. No word from his father and I lost my 14 yo dog on Wednesday so I am heartbroken about him. More than losing stbx. Cup of tea, a few cigs and I'll be asleep. Roll on the New Year, fresh start and new options, opportunities and everything. Take care hunni, I know how you feel.xxx Actually I may just watch Edward Scissorhands, my fave film! u too huh? sorry...but it sounds like u had a good day with family and some good food...food is very important these days..as i know many of us r not eating right or at all. most of all, i am SO incredibly sorry for the loss of your doggie..OMG! i am such a HUGE animal lover and have a chi of my own...i can't even imagine THAT pain...and yes, i think as u stated, IT is worse then losing the X..seriously...our dogs r our salvation, best friends... anyway, again, my deepest sympathy's:o enjoy the rest of your eveing...tea and cigs...and your movie...that is what i am doing too..watching my FAV tv show on dvd, SATC...love those girls...that show takes me away from iT ALL...
Author delajoonal Posted December 25, 2010 Author Posted December 25, 2010 Xmas lights r down...ON with the NEW YEAR!!!:bunny:
rhonian Posted December 25, 2010 Posted December 25, 2010 Never left the house today. Ate pizza from last nite and washed a load of clothes and just got up from a nap. Now, Im waiting for NFL to start so I can focus on something else. This is absolutely one of the worst days of my life but mostly my own doing. Only texted my mom MERRY CHRISTMAS (so sad, I didnt want to talk to her and depress her).
Author delajoonal Posted December 25, 2010 Author Posted December 25, 2010 Never left the house today. Ate pizza from last nite and washed a load of clothes and just got up from a nap. Now, Im waiting for NFL to start so I can focus on something else. This is absolutely one of the worst days of my life but mostly my own doing. Only texted my mom MERRY CHRISTMAS (so sad, I didnt want to talk to her and depress her). oh sweetie...i am sorry for your pain too... yes, this day is perty effing sucky! but i can tell u, as a mom myself, call her...mom's LOVE to hear from our kids NO matter what the situation...sometimes just to hear ur mom's voice, no matter how old u r, will just make everything all right..u know? believe me..us mom's WANT to be there and help...even if it is just to listen.... my son just went thru a big break up right before thanksgiving...he is 24 y/o...and i was there, on the phone, every step of the way for him...he called me at 3am sometimes...but i would listen and just encourage him... and now he is dating a very nice gorgeous young lady, with a fabulous job..and they seem to be a perfect match...well, for now anyway... my point...CALL ur mom!!! then watch ur football and eat cold pizza and try to have some fun... pretend it's NOT xmas, but just another sunday, so to speak, watching football ..wink~ LS is here ...so keep posting OK... enjoy your game and pizza
rhonian Posted December 26, 2010 Posted December 26, 2010 Thanks much Dela, my life is such a wreck. Theres more to why I didnt call my mom as me and my Dad got in our worst fight ever and we havent talked since Thanksgiving. My kids are in Florida and they want nothing to do with me because I divorced their mom. I need a REALLY good, 2011! I guess, Im so far down Iam coming to the realization that if I want to be happy its only going to come from me. Iam determined to be alone for atleast 1 year and find myself......find GOD!
Author delajoonal Posted December 26, 2010 Author Posted December 26, 2010 Thanks much Dela, my life is such a wreck. Iam determined to be alone for atleast 1 year and find myself......find GOD! anytime u wanna chat...im here on LS... lot's of great people, advice and opinions too.. so many stories to relate too... i undestand about family feuds....so, no worries... but, i like what u said at the end...ALOT! ~smiling~ ...think i might try IT myself... anyway, sorry ur holiday was not so great...and u have to know u did the right thing...it's better to divorce then for your kids to grow up in a loveless, feuding household...u know... they will get thur this too. well, i don't know...lol..my son is still having issues....but he i very protective of his ol' ma.. have a good nite ...
tobydog Posted December 26, 2010 Posted December 26, 2010 Dela Hope you enjoyed SATC, I love it too. Hope today is better for us all x
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