isitme1 Posted December 25, 2010 Posted December 25, 2010 I am still a lost for words for what happened...I am trying to figure out so much n my head that it has overwhelmed me & I cant even give my family the attention they deserve for the holidays..they will leave in a few weeks and I have not been giving them 100% of me...I still wonder if everything was going so well...How did I become this person she doesnt even want to be around with? to make it worse...what did I do to make her curious about someone else? I havent talked to her since Wed. night (broke up early Dec.)...I am just telling myself why give in to somebody that doesn't want yu anymore? What sucks the most is the feeling that I am a forgotten soul that wasted somebody's time these several months! was I really that bad of a person to mess everything up? I would of moved mountains for her!!
TaraMaiden Posted December 25, 2010 Posted December 25, 2010 I am still AT A LOSS for words..... I would HAVE moved mountains for her.... And you have missing apostrophes too.
TaraMaiden Posted December 25, 2010 Posted December 25, 2010 I bet that made you really mad, didn't it? I bet you were thinking, "Here's me, in agony and distress, and all you can come up with is correcting my grammar you *<insert profane insults here>*....!!!!" Good. That's what I wanted to point out. The above correction is puerile, tactless and frankly not relevant to your plight - but it got your attention, nevertheless.... Distract yourself. Find something that grabs your attention more. Find anything you can, however puerile, pointless and mind-numbing that grabs your attention. And keeps it. That's the only way you'll stop thinking about her. To find something else to think about. IN time, I promise, it will ease and become a simpler task.
blover Posted December 25, 2010 Posted December 25, 2010 buddy, i know what you mean. I feel the same. and i have the same situation with the family except that I am visting them..that too after 2 years...and most of time is spent on the laptop looking at LS. and earlier in the week at her FB or stalking..although the last few days have been better after finding LS. LS is helping a lot. Hang in there.
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