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Why am I engaging in such behavior?

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Ive been trying to move on its been about two months since me and my ex have been broken up. I know deep down its over and hes never going to want me back. I know that hes moved on so that’s what im trying to do .(He broke my heart I hurt everyday) I don’t want to be home and feeling sorry for myself on the weekends . Im trying to live the single life I was in relationship since I was 18 till the age of 24.(hes was my first boyfriend) I find myself at the bars drinking and kissing random guys (two so far). Its quite disquieting making out with these guys its like making out with guys from high school who don’t know how to kiss. Im so used to my ex’s kisses which were gentle and closed month. When I wake up in the morning I feel really bad like im going to have a nervous brake down like I cant handle it.( and start thinking about my ex) I don’t get it isn’t that whats the single life is all about? Isnt that what I am supposed to be doing ? Why am I feeling so bad?I find myself flirting with guys (some I give my number to) and after I find out that they are interested in me I leave. I stop texting them and then I move on to the next guy. Some I use just to make myself feel better and string them along. Why am I engaging in such behavior?

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To answer your question. I think it is because you may think that hooking up may make you feel better, but . When you wake up the next day you still have the same problem you started with. There are no feelings, or emotions with the guys you've kissed bc your not ready yet. Being single doesnt really mean that's what its about. To me being single gives me the freedom to do whatever you want, when you want, without any expectations and having to worry about someone else. Not all single people go hook up.

I've been there, where I've gone and hooked up with people to try to make myself feel better. It didnt make me miss my ex any less, and it certainly didnt make me feel any better. If anything I felt lonely bc at the end of the day, I was still alone. I think you need to take this time to work on yourself, figure out who you are, and what YOU want. But that's just my experience and two cents

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Why am I feeling so bad?I

 

 

Cause it takes along time for the pain to go away

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