Hazyhead Posted December 16, 2010 Posted December 16, 2010 Oh Hazy.....I so hear you and I'm so much in the same place you are about the anger. The last couple of weeks have found me the angriest I've been since it all blew up. :sick: Some of my little revenge fantasies are particularly heinous. I even talked to my bff about it last night and I said this to her, maybe I'm afraid to let the anger go, maybe I'm afraid if I let it go, the sadness will come back to replace the anger???? It's a stage Hazy........we'll get through it and I do have peace of mind about NOT having him in my life and I did the right thing at the end. Thank you, BB; I feel better that I'm not the Lone Rager. What annoys me most of all is that I'd been through this stage once, and moved through the sadness towards acceptance, and then he contacted me again. Even more so that I filled the big baddie role in finishing the thing once and for all. However, at least I know now that there will be more contact and this certainly helps with my piece of mind. I look at you and can't help but be impressed by your strength and determination, so if I'm feeling in a similar way, then it helps me not feel as much of a psycho Chris, although I appreciate everyone here, there are certain posters whose words never fail to lift me, and I have definitely missed yours. xxx
Hazyhead Posted December 16, 2010 Posted December 16, 2010 Ooh, the quote from Chris disappeared. And, AND, what I meant to say was that there will be 'no' more contact. Oops!
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