November Posted December 10, 2010 Posted December 10, 2010 For 4 weeks I am tearing myself to sleep and woke up dreaming about a guy I only dated for 3 time and had one time sex but chat every day for the whole day about everything anything and full of sweetness which ended by his suden **** of attitude and a very cold msg. I did not chasing him and found out why because I can sense he suddenly made some other decision that was quite far away from what I expected. How can this BS thing got me so badly? I mean its almost 5 weeks now, I still felt pain and I am still guessing why and wishing a different ending. The emotional store is overwhelming...
fun2bewith Posted December 10, 2010 Posted December 10, 2010 For 4 weeks I am tearing myself to sleep and woke up dreaming about a guy I only dated for 3 time and had one time sex but chat every day for the whole day about everything anything and full of sweetness which ended by his suden **** of attitude and a very cold msg. I did not chasing him and found out why because I can sense he suddenly made some other decision that was quite far away from what I expected. How can this BS thing got me so badly? I mean its almost 5 weeks now, I still felt pain and I am still guessing why and wishing a different ending. The emotional store is overwhelming... What do you want the end result to be?
Author November Posted December 10, 2010 Author Posted December 10, 2010 What do you want the end result to be? exactly... except he accompanies me online every day for 3 months and told me he liked me so much... I cannot forget those msgs"pls dress warm cuz the storm is coming tomorrow" "its 2 already, why haven't you eat? you gonna be hungry and I would be worried" "I worry about you because you know why" "I miss you" and we talked about everything like bf and gf everday on msn. I was really in love with him because he is so mature and caring and sweet... So I was naively hope he is in love with me as well and we can be together, run away sth like that... obviously I put my trust on sb wrong... I will get through this.. Thank you for your reply...
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