Rosberg Posted December 8, 2010 Posted December 8, 2010 Okay, i'm going to go all out with this thing, cause i feel like i'm dying inside with every passing day. I'm 20, she's 16 we dated for two and a half months we found that we weren't really "fit" for eachother, but decided to stay friends since i Can't break contact with her, i just feel so incredibly bad for it, but still...i broke contact with her for over a week, i didn't feel any better for it. So i started talking to her again, and she seems....high (stoned) on life...apparently she found "her dream man" and she's going to finish college and stay with him...now let's make one thing clear here, while we were dating she wouldn't allow me to visit her over weekends, or anything because she lives on the country side. Now this dream guy she's known for just about two months, never met him, they met through a friend of hers on facebook and have been chatting it up on skype...but the odd thing is, she told me about him and that they were playing this "he's her husband and she's his wife" game on skype...i didn't really care at that point since you know, we were having a relationship BUT ANYWAY... This "Dreamguy" she's barely known for two months Is Coming over TO STAY at their home on the countryside...and i feel bad for agh at this point you should know what i'm on about... but her being a virgin, and i don't know how much or why that'd mean anything to her, but when we were together we were almost at the point of sleeping together...but i didn't feel ready, yes that feels pathetic for a twenty year old guy, so i couldn't sleep with her. Now i can't beat the feeling he's coming to her country side to **** her brains out, and break up with her. Now i can't stop feeling miserable if i won't warn her or something, she's a victim of child abuse, which lasted for 3 years...and is currently going through another case with her uncle who touched her, but is trying to guilt mind**** her into saying She's the perp. So yesterday to blow of steam i went and wrote a 12 page movie script that i hope to make into a movie after me and a friend finish film school, but yea, 12 pages of very well redible text in about 30-45 minutes, and i felt so ****ing angry...but i think i may have written an awesome script, unfortunately it's in iceland, and i'm afraid i can't share it with you, for it loses it's "touch" if translated. but can you please help me with this ex thing.
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