sanchez88 Posted December 8, 2010 Posted December 8, 2010 i dont noe where to start, here goes nothing.... im 22/m, she is 22/f both of us were from the same primary school, but after that, we went separate ways... we keep in touch once in a while in msn, but then, around october love found us, a brief introduction abt us ME: im a decent guy. not handsome nor cute, just a normal guy, always cheerful, rarely ppl see me sad or angry. for me, whenever i have problems, i always share with my best friends... and ask for their opinion. i only had a relationship with 1 girl, now she's my 2nd, the ferst didnt work out bcuz she needs my attention, and i lack on tat, my mistake.. alwaes with friends and school, till i 4get to give her the attention she needs. she:shes a nice girl and decent too, shes not pretty nor hot, but i just like her smile.. she always say she is a complicated and problematic girl. she is not a sharer like i do, whenver she have problems, she always keep to herself. she had gone through a lot of relationship, mebe more that 10 times, mebe more, i dont noe... and lastly, i am still a V, but shes not... i was shocked when she told me shes not... quite sad too.... cuz i tot, she will save it for marriage, which i would too... so aniways, she was my ferst girl that i really loike, i liked her since primary school, we dated .. but its kindda of puppy love... come on man.... we were only 12... i dont noe why at that time, there are plenty of girls in school, but i chose her, to say she is pretty, shes not, hot?, come on man.. we were only 12 i dont noe, i just like her.. mebe her sweet smile i dont noe... i would never thought that i would get a chance to be with her, cuz she is always attached, one day in msn, she told me shes attached, after 3 months, single, then after a few weeks/months later, shes atttached again, so i tot i would nvr have a chance to be with her, mebe im not her type, coz im the decent2 kinda guy, mebe she wants a sporty, handsome with muscular body.. which im not... when i told her abt that, she said that she didnt noe i hav a crush on her, and she too nvr tot that i would be with her, cuz she tot that im the religious kind of guy, and only go to the nice nice decent girls.... recently, in sept, we contact again.... as per normal, then i found out shes single, and i was too.... so we went out for movies, then one fine day, we msg... sumthing about she always keep things to herself, me:u cant always keep things/problems to urself, if u do that, it will eat ur heart away, then no heart, then who's heart im gonna take? she:if u want my heart, nah... i give it to u, but take care of it properly, so we were together, so i really did, i really take care of her heart, nvr play around with any girls... i always make her happy, meet her everyday or whenever im free, even after 24 hrs of werk, i will spend my time with her, just to make her happy.. until theres a point whereby, i forget abt my ownself, forget abt friends, i started to ignore my frends, if they asked to meet up, i say sorry guys, i got plans with my gf... she told me b4, if u got plans with ur frends, just go ahead... dun mind abt me, but i was stubborn, i just wanna be with her, i really miss her.... but after 1 month and a half of full happiness and precious moments, everything starts to go down.... one fine day, i met her, walk her to her house... i express my feelings calmly to her, why u acting this way? why are u not talking? u said that in a relationship, both parties need to understand each other, need to talk, but now... im always do the talking... i am always doing the part, wheres ur part? why arent u saying anithing??? she just kept quiet.... please say sumthing, i wanna hear u say then she said that whenever she sees me, she feel like errupting... then thats it, she walk away.... she msg me later saying that she dont noe why shes giving me the cold shoulder and acting this way, she said mebe bcuz, ive been hovering her, calling her, msging her every single day, till she feds up with me, till she said that im worst than her mum, so okay.. for abt 1 week i try to change, stop calling her animore, just msg her here and there, hows skool, how are u, thats all... then slowly she starts to nvr answer my call animore, late replies... didnt wanna meet me at all... this happen for a week alreadi, and she really is not talking to me much... to me is like pointless msging her, she onli reply, yeah, no, im fine.... everything to herself... sumtimes not even a reply my friends told me i need to be patient and her friends say that mebe u two take a time off, mebe u two are too close already, mebe u two need some time apart... i suggestted to her, why dont we take 2 weeks off... no contact to each other, but everyday, both of us write a journal everyday, so after the 2 weeks we should our journal to each other, and from there we see how it goes, then she told me, ill think abt it, tmr i give the answer, next day.. i asked, so hav u tot about it, then she told me, listen to this song, song by bruno mars-talking to the moon i hear the song and asked, which part u feel the same way? she said, whole song... i dun understand, in the song it stated talking to the moon, try to get to you, i want u back, u all i have.... i dun understand... really im really confused, in the song it stated talking to the moon, ive been msg her, but she is the one not replying, not answering my call try to get to you, i want u back, u all i have.... but why giving me the cold shoulder? ive never play ur heart, ive never had S*X with u... mebe bcuz ive been hovering u... but i alreadi stop msging u like i always do for the past 1 week... ppl! please help, im so confuse... please tell me ur opinion, ur say, i need advices, im really confused.... i cant stop thinking of her, her well being... in the end its taking a toll in me... been heavily smoking, no appetite to eat, this is the ferst time its happening to me... please... any opionions from u ppl, i really appreciate...
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