mizundastud Posted December 7, 2010 Posted December 7, 2010 Well Im falling or shall I say fell back into that dark place.....Lately I've been missing him sooooo much I literally feel sick to my stomach. About a month ago he actually cried and pleaded for me to come back so we started talking on how to make things right and out of nowhere he stops answering my calls and ignoring me:eek:. I finally sent him a message on facebook for him to say he never lied about his feelings for me he just need time to think about a way we could make it work and couldn't, such Bull****! I told myself I would never mention his name or even think about being with him ever again. Here I am a month later exactly since the facebook message and Im am at my lowest point. Why cant I get him out my system It'll be 2yrs next month. I feel like going to find him and being very voilent to let out some of this built up anger I have inside too many emotions are making me crazy and it doesnt feel healthy at all.
Turning Leaf Posted December 7, 2010 Posted December 7, 2010 Have you tried counseling to talk to a professional about your feelings? If you haven't, you should.
Author mizundastud Posted December 7, 2010 Author Posted December 7, 2010 Have you tried counseling to talk to a professional about your feelings? If you haven't, you should. No I haven't I do believe I need to talk to someone, I just cant afford a therapist right now. I just want these feelings to vanish.
swfc_77 Posted December 7, 2010 Posted December 7, 2010 i dont think the feelings ever vanish or completely dissapeaer. the trick is you have to try and learn to live with it, take some time for yourself and treat yourself. dont rush into another relationship have some respect for yourself. i still hurt like hell and its been 10 weeks now i think, im just coming to terms with the fact that we are not together anymore. try not to dwell on it, or be negative towards yourself about it you wont stop thinking about it because you just cant. i was angry and still am and i'v thrown everything out photo's ect, or selt items and even smashed some stuff, did it make me feel better......... yeah dont turn that anger towards yourself or any1 else. i said on another thread, dont look at this as a dissapointment in life, look at it as an opportunity.
Turning Leaf Posted December 7, 2010 Posted December 7, 2010 i said on another thread, dont look at this as a dissapointment in life, look at it as an opportunity. This^^......................................
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