love00 Posted December 6, 2010 Posted December 6, 2010 (edited) Long story short, I was emotionally devastated last year when my 9 year marriage turned into a divorce (her doing). I admit, im a very guarded individual because of this. I started seeing someone about 4 mths ago. We were friends for about 3 mths and then it turned into more than friends. My heart tells me that she is a wonderful woman, loving, compassionate, funny, and easy to talk to. My brain tells me this is the only person ive been with since my divorce, maybe theres someone out there that I have more things in common, am I sure this isnt a rebound, etc. It makes me crazy to the point that I feel like I cant be around her anymore. I know im probably over analyzing the situation but I cant help it. Ive talked to her about how I feel. She feels like when she takes 2 steps forward, I take 2 back. I dont blame her. Im afraid to do anything with her or my family because that would be a major step. In my past relationships, I went by my heart and it left me with heartache. Is it fair to keep seeing this person if im not sure I could have a long term relationship with her? I dont want to be another ******* in her life.... Edited December 6, 2010 by love00
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