markdemicoli Posted December 6, 2010 Posted December 6, 2010 .wysiwyg { BACKGROUND: #fdfdfd; FONT: 10pt verdana, geneva, lucida, 'lucida grande', arial, helvetica, sans-serif; COLOR: #000000 } P { MARGIN: 0px } .inlineimg { VERTICAL-ALIGN: middle } Hi all, I have been in a long distance relationship for 6months since I met this girl during her holiday in my country, we passed a great time and kept contact with the story getting more serious everyday. I visited her in her country 3months after and those were the best days of my life, I saw her sad and I was sad too on my departure date back to my country, but what I knew was that it was not a goodbye, I was going to see her again. We were planning her holiday to my country and everything was going fine, we always kept contact everyday for 6months through sms and long video conversations on internet, lately she showed some indecision on purchasing the air ticket and after some days she explained that everyday that passes she misses and loves me more and it's hurting for her and she can't see it positive like I do that it's one day closer to our meeting, she just thinks that when we'll leave each other again it will hurt like breaking up every time. I talked to her abour making more frequent visits like 2months and she said that she knows that this is impossible, but for her even every one month it hurts, so we, but most of all she, chose to end this relationship cause this will only hurt more with time. At the moment I feel destroyed cause all my dreams I had of meeting again, and all the things I had to make me look forward to our converstaions and to comfort me when I have a bad day at work and every small thing that reminds me of her, now hurts too much. I feel dizzy and loss of apetite, I feel empty and wanting to release the pain I have inside but I cannot. I just felt I had every piece of my life falling into the right place and now it is completely messed up. I know that this is now over and i don't want to recover it cause i know what she feels, she wants to come over to my country for a proper good bye cause we still care for each other, but I don't know if this is good cause it will hurt even more for me. Please help me.
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