rainman1974 Posted December 4, 2010 Posted December 4, 2010 One of the girls started asking me what sort of girl i like, i responded with i didn't really want to talk about that right now and then she asked me if i knew that my ex (from work) has a boyfriend now.. She told me this to help me i'm sure.. I knew, i've know for a while but it still hurt me!! I called it a night about 20 mins later and went home bloody depressed. I was so tempted to text my ex. And say what?. There's nothing i can say.. It's now morning time and i'm miserable again. I have no plans this weekend and nobody to do them with. And i can't help but imagine what she is up to with her man. . I'm getting really fed up as this has been going on for far too long and i don't know how to get it to stop. I can't leave my job but if i don't i will be like this in a years time and no one wants that. Why doesn't she want me?? Why is he better than me??.. I see her everyday at work and she still chooses some other guy and it kills me.. It really kills me... Aghhhhhhhhhh!!
angelboots Posted December 4, 2010 Posted December 4, 2010 im sorry your hurting, i think we can all relate to your thought process at the moment, my ex heard i was meant to be out last night and thought he would be "cute" and let me know he was out and actually sent me a vid of the chick he was out with... u fake a smile, but inside u die a little. I just tell myself that if he isn't for me, something better must be. Its not that this guy is better then you, but there is someone out there who is better FOR you. Im sorry the words seem "hallmark"... i know they do to me still because i still hurt, but things can only get better.
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