shocked_confused Posted December 2, 2010 Posted December 2, 2010 Hey guys, Yesterday was the 2 week mark of NC from my boyfriend of 6 years (we broke up first weekend of November). If you don't know my story, you can click on the link below if you'd like. http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t253633/ Anyway, the first week and a half was pretty easy for me, I felt good, almost relieved (even though I'm the dumpee). But now that I'm over the 2 week mark, I'm feeling anxious and scared that he's found someone else. I keep thinking "if he didn't find anyone else yet, he would at least be texting me". I refuse to break NC, there's no way I'll break down, trust me. I DO NOT want to give him the satisfaction. My friends always thought I could do better, but for superficial reasons. They don't think he'll do better. He's not a traditionally good looking guy, but I loved him and saw something in him that other people didn't. But now that we're broken up, I'm trying to convince myself that he will never do better than me, partially because of this. But I know deep down that looks don't matter in the grand scheme of things...anyway enough crazy talk.... I just want to heal and forget about him. I'm not really asking a question...I just wanted to vent and hear your thoughts and see if anyone can relate. BLAA.
AlisaMarie Posted December 3, 2010 Posted December 3, 2010 Well, you know I can! I am at one week. It's horrifying. It's like why isn't he just texting me and asking how I am. Yup... nothing. But I refuse to break. The more time that goes by for me the more I wonder... but maybe he is too, who knows.
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