LoveTNT Posted December 1, 2010 Posted December 1, 2010 This is my life. I make choices and there are consequences. Breaking through the inevitable outcomes. Overall it's attainable. My long term goals are still attainable. With or without him. The sadness has been taken to the limit many times. The regret has played re-run episodes, but as time heals they fade into a golden haze. It's been like a Ping pong game; Anger Vs. Sadness and I'm the only player, running back and forth. I'll still win though. It's not a long term pity party; It's reality. I'm evolving through all I've experienced. Oh how yukky it can feel, but no one ever said that being courageous was the absence of fear, doubts, hurt, being scared... It can be all that, but you just can't let yourself go... Let go of the past and hold on to yourself. This College semester has been hard. I dealt with the hardest break up through it all. I know I could have done better, but overall I'm proud of myself that I did not give up. I know what I want;I know I can find love within and when the time is right...I'll love again and this time I'll be emotionally available. I win. No matter what. Peace and Love.
YSS Posted December 1, 2010 Posted December 1, 2010 I know what I want;I know I can find love within and when the time is right...I'll love again and this time I'll be emotionally available. I win. No matter what. Love TNT - A wonderful and thoughtful post.Your words above are what we all should aspire to and you are very right that being truly courageous is work, its hard but at the end, we win, no matter what. IN reality, all we can do is learn from our past, bring forward what allows us to be stronger, wiser and healthier and leave behind that which suppresses our spirit and potential. As someone said to me recently, always bet on yourself. Wish you continued growth and much love. Good luck to you.
Author LoveTNT Posted December 1, 2010 Author Posted December 1, 2010 Much appreciated YSS. It's been an interesting-hard "ship". Overall, growth spurt. Ha. Trust me I've been all over the place here on LS. I thank people like you that hear me out.
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