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Wow. I thought I was past all of this


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I know I haven't told my story yet and am afraid to for tmi reasons but I need some perspective. My A was very much like the other stories here; we met when he was seperated (that happened before I came along) and she moved back in but the A continued blah blah blah. You know the story and mine is no different.

 

This weekend, for some reason, all of the hurt over what happened during the course of the A and sadness has come flooding back. WTH? I thought I was past all of this? I can't stop thinking about all of the hurt we caused one another. Is this the last hurrah before I cut the final string that keeps my heart attached to him? Am I finally letting go once and for all?

 

Sorry to ask so many questions but has anyone else experienced this? It's like I'm revisiting the hurt I caused him and the devastating hurt he caused by the way he handled it. I seem to be trying to put it all in perspective now.

 

I'm not sure what advice I'm looking for, but I felt the need to get it out. Has anyone moved past the drama of the A only to revisit the hurt once more before you finally moved on? Maybe it's just some unresolved feelings coming to the surface? Thank goodness I have T this week. Definitely going to be discussing this with her.

 

Heading out to run some errands and will check back in a little later. Thanks for reading. Hopefully this makes sense to someone here. :confused:

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