EricaH329 Posted November 25, 2010 Posted November 25, 2010 Tonight was the first night I have gone out in a long time. My brother, who has been away at college, took me out for the first time in a while. His friend (we will call him S), met us in the parking lot. We all went into the club together. S and I sat next to eachother, completely sober, watching the rest of the group play beer pong. I felt completely out of place. I remember thinking that this is what I used to thoroughly enjoy. However, now I find it out of my 'league'. Anyway, S had decided that him and I would play the next round of beer pong. To our dismay, a couple of guys had decided it was their turn before ours. S had looked at me and decided that it was alright. We would play the next game. After 5 games of us being 'put to the side' I decided to speak up and let everyone know that it was OUR turn. The 2 females that had been playing against very good looking guys, gave up the game within minutes of playing S and I. Needless to say, S and I had a great time. I could actually feel his hurt, and it was nothing that wasn't obvious. I feel ashamed. For ever thinking that someone else was 'below' myself, and for ever thinking that another human being wasn't worth the time that I spend with others. After tonight, especially, I feel like the ones who stand off in the side lines are most appreciative. Including myself. The point of this thread, is to let the 'betas' know that they are appreciated.
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