Titania22 Posted November 23, 2010 Posted November 23, 2010 Hey Guys, Sorry for my rant thread earlier. I am feeling much better. A couple of hours ago the guy from my date on saturday found me on the star craft 2 battlenet, and sent the perfect message "want to play 2 vs 2 AI?" I felt better. I know that thing today wasn't supposed to happen and maybe I sabotaged it and put myself in a bad mood all day on purpose. It's early days with this new guy, but at the very least we have the makings of a good friendship. He turns up online at just the right times, and says and does just the right things, and we had lots of fun on saturday. So once again sorry for venting out the crap earlier.
Author Titania22 Posted November 23, 2010 Author Posted November 23, 2010 What's your race? Caucasian Australian. Why?
Author Titania22 Posted November 23, 2010 Author Posted November 23, 2010 (I meant in StarCraft) lol I've mainly played terran, but today I was trying out zerg a bit. I love playing, but I am not too great.
Author Titania22 Posted November 23, 2010 Author Posted November 23, 2010 DO you love anyone from your heart ? I loved my exboyfriend with my whole heart and I thought we would spend our lives together and then he left. It's been 3 years, and I have only started seeing people now, kind of inspired by reading the threads on here. I love my kids with my whole heart, but I know one day they will leave too. I love my girlfriend, we are like family to each other now. She is the one person that truly gets me, except for maybe my daughter. I once had a guy friend that I didn't love in a romantic way, but I did love. Unfortunately he died 2 yrs ago. If it wasn't for him, It is unlikely I would even be willing to talk to any man, much less go out with one. He was the best man I have ever known and I still selfishly wish he were still alive. Essentially anyone I have mentioned meeting on my threads are people who are still essentially strangers. It is way too early to think love. I know I must seem cold and unfeeling with many on the things I have written, but I know from my experiences that I am capable of loving truly completely and unconditionally. I am not completely convinced on the ability of others to do the same.
D-Jam Posted November 23, 2010 Posted November 23, 2010 MEH...don't worry about the rant. We all have bad days, and you women are just as free to vent as men are here. I read the rant, and all I can say is that you seemed to have learned your own lesson. You see the difficulty that can come with playing with younger people. I know this is why I never pursued the "hot 20something" when I was last single. Yeah they might be hot as hell, but when you want to stay home with a movie and they want to go out clubbing all the time...it becomes a drag. It's up to you on what you want, but don't write off people your own age so easily. Perhaps if physical beauty is what you desire, then go to the gym and other avenues where good looking men will congregate. Just stay grounded so you don't get played and make sure you yourself are someone they would want.
Author Titania22 Posted November 23, 2010 Author Posted November 23, 2010 MEH...don't worry about the rant. We all have bad days, and you women are just as free to vent as men are here. Thankyou DJam Essentially I let myself indulge in a bad mood for a day, and I feel much more positive now. Now that I'm out of it, I can see that mostly in life things go my way, and it's good to get a smack down once in a way, even if I behave like a petulant child for a bit. I mean I would much rather miss out on something I thought I wanted, if having it was likely to have unforeseen negative repercussions. And also not getting my way sometimes, makes me appreciate when I do all the more.
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