voels Posted November 20, 2010 Posted November 20, 2010 My gf of 2 years dumped me 4 weeks ago, right after I came back from a business trip (abroad for 3 weeks). At first, she said our relationship would not work out because we are of different race and doesn't want to waste any of our time anymore. She's 26, and I'm 28. But finally after digging out deeper, she confessed that she actually has no feeling for me anymore. It fades over time and it's easier to forget when she doesn't see me that often. I can't forget her facial expression at that time. So cold, stern, like a murderer. She was my lovely rose, her smile used to me my heart beat stop, a very soft kind-hearted lady. But now this. I couldn't believe it. We've gone NC since the break up, she makes no attempt at all to contact me asking how am I holding up or something. While I have no desire to reconcile or to contact her again, I wish she could still show some care. I was dumped, like a trash. How could she be so mean? We went for a trip to Cambodia, had a great time, make love everyday and one month later she dropped me like a stone? Right now I still have her on my mind 24/7, wondering what is she up to with holiday season coming soon and all that. Probably she will be going out with her male colleagues and have a lot of fun with her new found freedom. I feel a pang of jealousy and this is killing me. We met two years ago. We worked in the same office, but on different company. We went out for lunch and dinner every single day together. I sent her home daily, and sometimes I picked her up at her place in the morning for breakfast. We had so much fun, and I was her many first. She never even take a flight before me. One year after, the company she work for wasn't doing so well. I introduce her a new company, which I've been eyeing for years. She had no confidence to go for it, I gave her my support and she end up getting the job. I had terrible time in my workplace too. I was underpaid, need to travel a lot and work overtime with no extra pay. I decided to apply the same job as my gf and I end up getting too. But then my gf said if I join the company, she would quit. She said she doesn't want me as her boss or work with me together. She was very selfish and I don't want her to quit. I love her and I decided not to take the offer. I'm still working in the some company currently. She has a lot of male friends now. I told her not to have other guy pick her up, or go out for a drink with a bunch male colleagues while no other females are present. She didn't care. She went out to Karaoke bar while I'm away, and dumped me once I'm back. She's now on top of the world, good job, good pay, a lot of free time, and a bunch of guys to hang out with. She has a nice exit plan, while I'm left hanging. I feel very lonely. Thanks for reading, and sorry for the terrible English.
Author voels Posted November 29, 2010 Author Posted November 29, 2010 Today I dream of you. You dumped me in my dream. I wake up, and check my cell phone. There is no good morning text as you usually send me every morning. It happen for real.
Fufu Posted November 29, 2010 Posted November 29, 2010 You are keep it well as well, you didnt initate any contact with her at all.. Some people are just weird, they can lose feelings so fast. Be happy that you are not with someone that is so weak-hearted and not commited in a relationship.
Author voels Posted November 29, 2010 Author Posted November 29, 2010 Fufu, yah some people are. Some are so selfish and cold hearted. 4-5 weeks NC now. I hate the fact that: 1) She's still on my mind, 24/7. Even in my dreams. It's painful. Gym used to help to clear my mind, it doesn't work as good anymore. 2) I keep thinking of her having fun on the upcoming holiday, and why she didn't bother to text me. Sigh.
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