sacg Posted November 15, 2010 Posted November 15, 2010 Well I was doing so bloody well. So well! 3 weeks ago I had two late night calls, seriously suspected the ex, answered, they hung up. Due to the timing of these and the fact no one knows my home number, i was sure it was her. But i left it, had a horrible feeling for a few days, but it passed. Then on Saturday, another call to my home at 22.57 and 3 mins later to my mobile, again withheld again, very strange. This time it bothered me. I was more annoyed that she could be so cruel tbh, so i emailed her asking why. Big mistake! She totally denied it, and I have to say, i think i believe her. (god knows whats going on with my phones then). But then the old emotions came flooding back, I even asked her about her new relationship, what a mug!!!? And it wast nice. She's even further on than i thought. I feel totally ****e again. And really, REALLY, pissed at myself for bothering. No another 2 months to get to where i was, pleeeeaassseee!
thatsonlyme Posted November 15, 2010 Posted November 15, 2010 Don't worry man, you're not back to square one even thought it seems like you are. It's just temporary weakness and it will pass a lot quicker. As the time passes you will feel down sometimes, but it gets easier to brush off those feelings.
Author sacg Posted November 15, 2010 Author Posted November 15, 2010 Cheers man, but it dont feel good. What a ****ing pussy! I thought i was done with this.... Even wanna call her now, Someone headbutt me!
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