I'm done for sure.

[Not the love ace]

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I'm really done with my life. Sure, I don't have the absolute worst life but I have the absolute most pointless life. Everything I do is pointless and amounts to nothing. No one cares about me until they want me. People only want me when its something that is beneficial to them. No one cares about me. I go above and beyond and in the end nothing matters...nothing at all.

 

No one invites me to hangout, no one calls to see how I am doing. One slip up and everyone stops caring about me and they never realize all I've done for them. I just can't go on being ****ing lonely and bored and feeling meaningless. I can't go on in life with only miserable ****ing people wanting my company.

 

I'm never negative to all the people I loved, I'm always super supportive and positive and there at a snap of a finger when they need me.

 

If I stop breathing right now, no one will care. Not even death will make them realize how "great" of a person I am.

 

**** this life. I don't need it.

 

Thanks all of you for your support, it meant a lot and I really wish the best for everyone who is going through rough times. I hope you don't have to experience the deepest, darkest lonlinest I have gone through in my life and I hope whatever hard work you do in life pays off handsomely.

 

I don't want anyone else being forgotten about. I don't want anyone experiencing people forgetting about your birthday since you were 7, going above and beyond for no reason just so you can be in the ****s of life. I want you all to find happiness and be loved and overcome your problems. Before I go, I will make the biggest prayer for you all since you've been more than helpful. I don't want any of you to be plagued by loneliness and boredom, being invisible, forgotten and ignored. I want you all to have importance and have love. Have meaning, have a purpose. I really don't want any of you being miserable.

 

I already know that I'm never going to find the purpose, the meaning, the importance in my life. I tried beyond hard and it just seems like my hard work will never pay off.

 

Bye and god bless you all.

[BambooLand]

Life can really suck sometimes and it is hard, very hard, I know.

 

I chose to make the best of it and try try and try. People may crap on you or never appreciate you for what you do, but just trying and doing what you can is enough reason to stay in life and try try try. You can find better friends that will like you for you, but yo uneed to stick around and try to find them. All we can al do is try and that is good enough.

 

Are you feeling sucidal right now? If so, please call a hotline and they will send someone to talk to you. It really helps. That I do know;)

 

I wish I could help more, but my only tool is these words on a website. Do take care and I hope yo uwil find your way. Life is full of great things if you stick around and find them.

[skydiveaddict]

Love ace, you should seriously consider joining the military. You need direction in your life. Do you have a job that you even somewhat enjoy, or are you in school? You simply can't sit around with nothing to do and let these negative thoughts destroy you

[habs53]

Actually i can relate to this post, but dont give up. It truly seems this world is full of nothing but users. Can i borrow money, can i have this can i have that. That seems to be all i hear as well. Then if they need nothing, you here nothing. Sad world we live in.

[clumsiest]

I am feeling somewhat like this today.

 

I think where we make our biggest mistakes is when we look for validation from others. Though we are social beings and really require the love and appreciation of other people, we are ultimately the ones who decide our own happiness because everyone else will have their head up their own asses (and you learn to forgive them for it, really - some people cope better than others).

 

I hope you're still around and that you feel better now than you were. Life really is very hard...

[jean-luc sisko]

OP, I would suggest seeking out people who respect you for you. Also, being a better judge of character may help also. This can help you determine who is worth your time, in terms of association.

 

In the meantime, I would suggest doing something to make you happy and content.