mogul Posted November 10, 2010 Posted November 10, 2010 I'm a mess tonight and I can't sleep, much like every other night I'm at home. Mental images of her moving on, flash backs of us, happy memories, and the realization that the plans we made for the future together are gone. I try to make sense of it all, and how it went so wrong. At times, I'm filled with hatred towards her. Usually though, its a lot of regret and sadness. My biggest fear is her being out of my life forever. How we were once the most important person in each others lives for so long, to resentment. I just wish this would end well somehow...
bestrong Posted November 10, 2010 Posted November 10, 2010 Mogul, I am sorry you are feeling this way. It takes time and you will feel better, I promise. No matter how hard you don't want to let you, you have to and first you have to accept that you guys went separate ways. It is easier talk than done, it took me a year to do so but things are getting a bit better now! Keep your head up!
Ajax Posted November 10, 2010 Posted November 10, 2010 Sorry you're in this place. I felt the same way just a few weeks ago, and sometimes I still do. It's hard to come to grips with the situation. You had plans for a future with the person you were closest to, and now that's gone. It's a grieving process just like if someone had died. It's not easy, but posting here will help. Let us know how you're doing.
stopthemadness Posted November 11, 2010 Posted November 11, 2010 So sorrry for your pain. I also am feeling pain over a break up. But I cant help to think that he feels no pain as he has moved on to another person already. Mornings are the hardest for me. I want to call or email him every morning but I havent yet.. Ive been staying strong. Am seeing a therapist now. It helps alot.. Hope you feel better . Hope I feel better too.. We can do this..
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