Jmac Posted March 4, 2004 Posted March 4, 2004 hey, at the time i am writing this i have been broken up with my first love for 6 months after being together for a year. I am 15 and a sophomore in high school. well heres my story... I met her at a football game as a freshman ''14'' she was 16 at the time so it was a bit of an age difference, but we could handle it. When i met her she was moving, about 10 months from that time i fell in love with her though, that was the problem we did everything together, i mean everything i had never been in love and it felt so good just for the record we were very sexually active, it may be bad but in all honesty we thought we would get married. when she moved i literally convinced my parents to move to where she was i dont know how i did it but i did it was all playing out perfectly then she called me one day we got in a small fight and she broke up with me... i called and called she hung up repeatedly then i finally moved i was in a new school new place new everything i was utterly alone and its where i am today, she lives down the street believe it or not and i do not know what to do i am completely lost, i cant and haven't had a day without crying i miss her so much she was gorgeous, it was so perfect today i ran 5 miles cuz i couldnt stand being home alone i ran past her house saw her car and just ran even more i still have a box full of hundreds of notes along w/ 2 diamond rings and bears and oddly enuff, lingerie our parents let us sleep together... i miss that i miss her eyes everything is so wrong now i miss my friends and my old neighborhood now i need advise how do you heal a broken heart? thnx
SoleMate Posted March 4, 2004 Posted March 4, 2004 when she moved i literally convinced my parents to move to where she was...our parents let us sleep together Wow! I hear your pain. It's very real. She is indeed beautiful, and I can easily understand where you are emotionally, and why. The loss of that first love is so searing, that if you can get up every day and move your arms and legs, and take nourishment, you're doing well. To heal a broken heart...work it. Lots of physical activity, weights, yardwork, chores, beat yourself up physically so you get really tired and can sleep at night. Next girl...please don't hop into bed. It feels so good, but then the pain is so much greater. Read "Romeo and Juliet". Survive. Talk to your mom and dad. They know pain, I'm sure. Let them know how bad you're hurting.
TearzOfAPrincess Posted March 4, 2004 Posted March 4, 2004 Awww! how beautiful... so wait you guys both moved to the same area??? when is the last time you talked to her??
Author Jmac Posted March 4, 2004 Author Posted March 4, 2004 well last time i talked to her was when she came to my house and gave me all my stuff.. pictures, bears, rings ect... that was 6 months ago but ya we both now live in plain city, ohio we both moved from dublin ohio
Author Jmac Posted March 4, 2004 Author Posted March 4, 2004 hmm ok, well i will try all of that and see how it goes thnx
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