amtz Posted October 10, 2010 Posted October 10, 2010 Hi folks, It's been a while since I last posted in this great forum!! Most likely because I moved-on determined to live my life at fullest and letting go of the grief & pain... Don't get me wrong it took me a while, but I so as hundred more GOT OVER IT!! SO HANG ON AND YOU WILL SOON FEEL BETTER "100% GUARANTEED OR MONEY BACK". I'm sure my story is around so you will get an idea since I'm not going into detail of what I experienced. So this past wednesday (a week or so from my brake up) I arrived home from the gym and checked out my facebook like I normaly do before bedtime and noticed I had an incoming friend request... So I went ahead and clicked on it wishing it was a hot girl till...... PAAMMMMMMMMMMM!!!! It was a request from the Ex.... My heart went from 80 to 1000 bpm, I started sweating & could hardly control my anxiety!! I took a deep breath and controlled my self before doing anything stupid. So the most mature thing that came into my mind was to accept the request just to check things out and then..... PAAAMMMMM!!! Again the anxiety stroke when I saw a message from her and again I had to take several deep breaths before answering her, we spoke for near 15 to 20 minutes nothing big just an update chat till I told her that I had to go since I was going to take a run which was BS since I had barely arrived from the gym After I closed the chatting log I went into her profile I deleted her giving a damn what she thought about me after me deleting her... Why did I do this?? Because I moved on, she caused me so much pain that it's pointless to even go back and live all that hell again... Perhaps maybe she wants to be friends??? FRIENDS DONT HURT FRIENDS!! Simple as that..... Don't know if I'm right or wrong, to be honest I care as much as she cared about me after the brake-up.. What I care is that I, ME, MYSELF feel much better with-out her. So you out there be strong!!! Life is full of surprises and sooner or later they end up coming back and if they don't who cares!! Just worry about yourself and moving on!! P.S. I feel that in the end I won CHEERS!!
Trovador Posted October 10, 2010 Posted October 10, 2010 I don't know, I thought you were talking about a break up of some months, not just a week.. Anyway, kudos to you man!
Author amtz Posted October 10, 2010 Author Posted October 10, 2010 (edited) Sory I didn`t make myself clear, but I ment that this past wednesday from the following will be a year since she dumped me... Hope this will sort things out! Thanks for reading! CHEERS!!! Edited October 10, 2010 by amtz
HopeLove Posted October 10, 2010 Posted October 10, 2010 Good for you. If something like that would happen to me I don't think I would be as strong as you are.
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