oa517 Posted October 9, 2010 Posted October 9, 2010 This is kind of a long story, but any input would be helpful. I had been with this girl for about 2 and a half years. In that time, she had broken up with me twice because of things going on in her life that made it impossible to have a relationship. This would have been understandable, but she would reel me back in every once in a while with calls and texts saying that she missed me. Eventually we got back together for a few months, but then she distanced herself again and ended it. For the entire summer, I was miserable and she would barely return my texts even though they were infrequent because I was trying to give her space. About two months ago, it hit me that I can't keep waiting around no matter how much I care about her and love her. I found a new girl, and at first things were going great. A couple days ago I got an email from my ex admitting how wrong and sorry she is and she'll leave me alone from this point on, but wants nothing more than to have me back. Everything came flooding back and I know she's the right one for me. I can't even try to convince myself otherwise. Now I have two dilemmas. One, how can I trust her again? She says she fixed things in her life and to my knowledge she's never lied to me about anything, especially big picture stuff. But how much can you really trust another person when they have caused you so much pain? The second dilemma is with this new girl. I feel like a terrible person when I'm with her and I don't have any feelings towards her. There is absolutely no question that I love my ex and I honestly wish there was a way to be back with her without anyone getting hurt but I know that's impossible. Any thoughts would be great.
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