meowzers26 Posted October 6, 2010 Posted October 6, 2010 (edited) So during the summer I had met this guy, I had noticed him before but when I did he had a girlfriend. Him & I both attend the same high school but we never talked until the summer. He would talk to me 24/7 , I mean everytime I logged online he would send me an IM lol. We didnt exchange numbers until a week later .Eventually as a couple weeks went by we had been suprised by how much we had in common such as music and our views on life. During the summer he was still with his girlfriend , and we had been talking just as friends. I noticed him and his girlfriend weren't talking as much , which made me feel bad. He ended up telling me that they had nothing in common what so ever and that she was very close minded so they broke up, she had been devestated. A couple of days after we had met up at this one place with some friends, and hung out it went well. Then in the middle on June he attended summer school , and had a class with my best friend, he told her that he liked me and then she told me but he didn't know. That week it had been his birthday and I had suprised him , and we hung out all day . For a while our friends were always with us but then we started hanging out alone the rest of the summer. It was always fun hanging out with him, any place I went with him it never mattered because he was with me. Then the day came where it had been just us two and he grabbed my hand and held it, for the whole entire day we held hands until later he decided to kiss me outta nowhere and tell me he liked me so I told him I liked him too. Then we started dating that day, did I not mention he was my first boyfriend in 3 years. A couple of days after he told me it didnt feel right and if we can just stay friends so of course I agreed but deep down it hurt because the fact that he was a really awesome person. So i started ignoring him by not writing him back or answering his calls . He would tell my friends to tell me to call him but they knew I was hurt . So eventually I ended up answering and he told me he wanted to see me so a couple of days after he came to my house. It had been real awkward cause we were the only two at my house. We ended up watching tv, and started talking I guess at the moment I said something cute and he went in for a kiss , I pushed him off & scooted away and told him "I thought we were done" and he said he didnt want it to be over and then as it always goes I took him back and the whole day we spent it together. I loved the fact that even though hes two years older he doesnt try to do gross things with me he always had respect and now and days not many guys are like that. A week after I had went out of town and that when things started to fall apart, by the time I came back he acted like we werent together. I knew that he was going through some things at the time, so I understood. We never really completely ended it though which still bothers me till this day. I know people say "oh its just summer love" "your young its puppy love" but I honestly believe it was more than that we never were mean to each other, and we always could be ourselves around each other. We would fall asleep on the phone , and talk for hours on the phone and there would never be an awkward moment. I introduced him to new things, and vise versa . He would wanna hang out 24/7 and always made time for me. I just dont see why it had to end. No we are back at school and most of the time we act like we dont know each other and walk by, I hate it but I blame myself because I always avoid him:( I mean theres times where he'll say hi or call my name through the halls, sometimes I catch him staring at me or my friends catch him but I miss us as a couple. I remember my friends telling me they can never see us breaking up but it happened. I know things dont last forever, but I really want him back . . . he was what I've always hoped for. I anyone can give advice please respond it would sure make me feel better. Edited October 6, 2010 by meowzers26
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