LoveTNT Posted October 6, 2010 Posted October 6, 2010 Are you serious? I was (am still but...) doing better! I blocked him from texting or calling, emailing... Just incase he reaches, you know so I would not relapse. I start feeling the emotional pms roll through last week, so I unblock him from emailing. The next day I get an email from him asking me if I still loved him??!!!!!! Of course I do. BUT I did not reply. That is not enough for me, plus I'm not desperate. If he wants to work it out he'd do morethan ask me a question. Now I'm feeling like, dang, should I have replied? I know I did the right thing. But you can't help it but wonder. Sunday I get in my car to go hiking with my girl and there's a flower on the outside of my dash boared, tucked in. Of course I'm wondering if he did that, but honestly I doubt it, ... Or not?? See what I'm saying! I'm second guessing everything. Were art thou' NC confidence! It better come back after my moon ends!! Anyways I unblocked him from phone for a few days to see if he reaches out, if he doesn't it will only confirm that he's not trying to see if I'm available. If he called me when my phone number was blocked he probably thinks I changed my number. If he loves me and wants me back he'll figure out how to put some effort. I'm coping though,... Keep it moving, love myself and look hot!
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