swfc_77 Posted October 4, 2010 Posted October 4, 2010 i was with me ex for 2 years, she moved in after 4 months with my family. things were good we re-decorated made it more "homely" for her we had holidays and that and i thought she was the real thing. i dont let people into my life that easy as i'v had my fair share of **** in the past, you get some thing good and you always lose it, family deaths, friends death parents divorce numerous stuff. after 18 months together she wanted to move to her fathers which i was kind of ok with but i felt i had to make appointments to see her and i felt we were taking a step backwards, she went and we broke up a few weeks later, i lost a lot of money from the holiday we'd booked which i had to cancel. she got with some1 else a week later and sort of lead me on until she had the guts to tell me she was with another guy. they didnt work out as he was nasty to her. i contacted her after a few months apart to tell her about the cat that we had together, and she came straight back to me and a week later she was living at our house again. we were together for 3 months and she gave me the "i want to go back to my dads again" speech, so i let her without a fuss and then came the i want to be free and single line. we have now broke up but im confused because when we first were together it was all good and forever, she told me she wasn't in love with me when we broke up and she told me that again tonight. i cant understand how some1s feeling can change so quick i love her and have done since we met, i did while we broke up and still do now. another thing that buggin me is she seemed so happy and drivin in life when she was here with me, but has told me tonight that she likes herself more now she is single and free, which i suspect she is lying i mean she's done it once. im finding it hard to sleep, i never stopped her going out with her friends and tried to make her life as easy as could be. she is 20 im 23, im just confused and in a bit of a mess
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