Lovelydawn Posted October 3, 2010 Posted October 3, 2010 (edited) hi everyone, this is the first time i posted here and i could really use some support. my heart is aching so much i just want to die. just saw my recently ex-bf when he came to pick up the last bit of his stuff. he looked distraught, sad and his face full of emotions. after packing his stuff we talked a bit and he told me not to just stay at home and that i should go out and talk to friends. he also told me not to hesitate calling him if theres anything i need (which i have no intentions of doing) and he clearly pointed out that he does not want to lose contact with me (going friends zone eh?). he gave me a hug and whispered "i'm sorry" and that was probably the third time he apologized for "hurting" me since we broke up 2 days ago. i just replied "i'll be fine" but i had tears coming down my face even i tried so hard not to show emotions. of course i burst into tears when he left. i know most of what he said was just to relieve his feelings of guilt for dumping me and i am determined to start NC RIGHT NOW! although i'm not sure if it's the right thing to do at this point. i know this is going to hurt like a bitch. ugh i hate this crap:( Edited October 3, 2010 by Lovelydawn
charliecharlie Posted October 3, 2010 Posted October 3, 2010 Hi lovelydawn, I'm sorry to hear about your break up! As it comes to coping with your emotions you have certainly come to the right place. You are not alone! Do you want to share your story? What is the reason of your break up? Hang in there girl, and do share as much as you like!
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