Lost Fish Posted September 24, 2010 Posted September 24, 2010 So... We broke up at the end of July. I went NC. She broke it a couple times, but nothing significant. I've been dating a bit, but nothing major... I have another one lined up for saturday... And the thing is that I keep thinking about her...my ex. She wanted to leave things open, but I took a hard stand ("I don't do breaks.").. It's just really hard. I can't let myself slip and break NC because I know it will only bring pain. I just miss her so much right now... ugh. Posting here to prevent me from writing her. This f***ing sucks. I'm like full of rage and sadness at the same time...
strangeways Posted September 24, 2010 Posted September 24, 2010 Know how you feel my friend. Only been NC for 12 days, about 3 weeks since break up. We were supposed to be going away for a romantic long weekend this weekend and I was supposed to meet some of her family. Instead I'm at work barely able to function. No friends or family available this weekend and I don't have my kids (they're with their mother this weekend). Not sure how I'm going to cope with a whole weekend on my own Seriously feeling down, it's agony. I even wrote out a text that I wanted to send her to she how she is. Finger hovering over "Send" but I just can't bring myself to send it. There's nothing good going to come of it. I'm not much help, I know, but you're not alone!
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